Mental Breakdown

Its already June. June already and nearly 4 months since I was last here. Jeez.... it can't be that I haven't a single thought worthwhile to spam cyber space. I couldn't be devoid of some sensible idea or thought that I've left this spot empty for nearly 4 freaking months.

But truth be told there wasn't anything worthwhile to shout about. Which brings me to the point that I'm boring. Stuck in an endless cycle of work, weekends and back to work. All the while sucking the soul of who I once was. No more... Its time... time to break free of the shackles that are holding me back. I'm going to march into the office tomorrow with a new found gusto and just quit. There and then....'Thanks guys.. its been an amazing roller coaster but the ride's over and I quit!!!"

Oh how I wish reality was as simple as my simple mind made it up to be. Reality of course stops me from doing this for the simple reason that I have debts to pay and without a steady income this will just remain a fantasy I play out in my mind just to pass the day away. Oh how it would be fun though.... just to one day say I quit....

Cheers